Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Somehow not surprised

The world usually just seem to spiral towards a fiery end, keeping a constant acceleration towards the inevitable implosion, with the human race at a center. This is nothing unusual. And you witness brutal murders, rapes, kidnappings as the news print their headlines bigger and more controversial in an attempt to top what they have previously written. "29 year old dude killed 5 year old chick. Neigbours say he seemed like a nice person" What the hell is a nice person anyways, and why can't a nice person get to kill anyone? Everybody else is doing it, it's kinda unfair to give this nice fella so much attention. At least in this day and age when it harder to resist the urges to kill than to actually give in to them. People won't say it, but at some point most people have played with the thought of removing someone that's in the way. There's a reason for why we actually need threats to keep people from comitting crimes. But hypocritic as we are we try our best to exclude those who give in to the call, try as hard as we can to separate them from us; a process that just makes them feel like their something else, something that for some reason can do these actions. And why should it matter, it's not like they can return to society anyways? And at a point we are happy about this, because deep down inside, it's hard for a human to admit that it's human; to admit that all those things lie there inside, dormant and waiting, knowing that had the circumstances been different, it'd be their asses on the line. And why do I care about this? One day, far far from this one, I'd like to be acknowledged as an animal rather than a human. But no one will care, because at that point, humans would be pretty preoccupied with correcting the errors they have inflicted. WWIII perhaps? Or the accute need to do something for the enviroment. And I'll just watch, as an animal, as a monster, as a non-human. Watch what have been done to this earth.

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