August despair

August is on. I figured I hate august this year. Work, back problems, disseases, lot's and lot's of pain. If this is hell I'll have my hymen reinstalled. Hymen v2.0 "new and improved" I went to the doctors office today. Lots of anxious people waiting to know their destinies, each and every one of them afraid of the person next to them. Like the others there are more disseased than yourself. And you wait 1 hour, two people who came after you have already been in. 2 hours and most of the people before AND behind you in the queue have been in. Then "37". That's you. Suddendly rushed, you pick up all you have and storm after the nurse down the corridor, the longest corridor there ever was. And the doctor tells you to strip.... Strip. I'm too bloody shy to be bloody stripping in front of a female doctor! But need makes one mad and the boxers do. The doctor touches you in ways that would have gotten your parents locked away if they did it to you. If I hated the doctors office from before I'm all out of words to express what I do now. I must have been a mass-murdering child-molester in my past life. Maybe if this keeps up I'll consider becoming one this life? Naaaaaah too lazy.... Lazy people make baaaad murderers...Unless they can make victims murder for them. Now that's killing for ya.